'cause he's bittersweet he knocks me off of my feet And I can't help myself I don't want anyone else

Life seems to be bitter sweet these day
I'm enjoying life...not going to lie :) 
The people in my life are pretty rad, beyond definition ;)
Work is pretty shweeet, I love working with people whom I enjoy being around
and that makes work SO much easier!

personality disorder update:
So I've TRIED to see when I push people away and just...STOP!
It's been a week..so I have A TON of work to do..
but pushing people I care about away...Not going to make me happy in the long run with life

I need to accept what people say..and move on.
If someone doesnt want to tell me something...ok!
The world isn't going to end...and more importantly
the world sadly...does not revolve around ME
SO...I don't have to know every single detail about EVERYTHING..

I need to be stronger with my emotions.
But...a different strength is what I need.
I tend to get mad/angry when I'm truly upset.

I don't like to cry, and it makes me MAD AS HELL
I need to get over that.. If I want to cry...maybe I should just let it out and move on.

meh...maybe these blogs will start to be a little more organized with me getting happier and happier :)